Diary

Say Love

I know that it’s not that long yet, but we’ve known each other so well. Does that count? The moment we spend together, although it doesn’t seem much but I was counting, still counting. I guess what I’m feeling right now, is that the fear of losing you. Might sound silly but I know I have fall for you too hard, too deep, too fast. I hope you feel the same way, yes you do. You always do. Tell me if I’m wrong.

 

I think it is not enough for me to tell and show how much I really do, for sure I know it is real. It is real, for you. I’m not that bad at words, as you know, then again it does not tell you quite well what I meant. Say love, it feels good when you say it right in front of me compared through a text. The emotion, vibration of your voice, the smile that you put into it, the feelings that you hold for me. Like wise I hope you hear me, the same.

 

Still, I tend to question myself, is this enough for you? I really want to do what you do to me. You make me all happy and such, the feelings I have been seeking for years. To be appreciated, finally by love. Enough of me, I want to make you feel special, wanted, needed, loved, attentions, emotions, name it all I’ll give it to you. To show how you mean the world to me, now. Then and now, to be exact, still.

 

“I used to be so used to boys just using me

For you to be you to me

Feels new to me” I does feels new to me.

 

I think it’s new to me. Can I recreate my memories and making you my first love, because it seems like it? I feel better this way.

 

We’ve been at our best, we’ve known our worst, I am sure that I am not ready to face any fights with you because it will hurt like hell. But love hurts, that what makes it real. Am I right? More, good things happened so far when I’m with you, always do. Hopefully we’re the same. Am I in love with you, or am I in love with the feelings? For sure my answer will be the both of them. So in love with you, and in love with the feelings you’re giving.

 

I’ll say that you are worth it, I really care for you, and I will say that I do.

 

Aria.

 

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