Say Love

I know that itโ€™s not that long yet, but weโ€™ve known each other so well. Does that count? The moment we spend together, although it doesnโ€™t seem much but I was counting, still counting. I guess what Iโ€™m feeling right now, is that the fear of losing you. Might sound silly but I know I have fall for you too hard, too deep, too fast. I hope you feel the same way, yes you do. You always do. Tell me if Iโ€™m wrong.


I think it is not enough for me to tell and show how much I really do, for sure I know it is real. It is real, for you. Iโ€™m not that bad at words, as you know, then again it does not tell you quite well what I meant. Say love, it feels good when you say it right in front of me compared through a text. The emotion, vibration of your voice, the smile that you put into it, the feelings that you hold for me. Like wise I hope you hear me, the same.


Still, I tend to question myself, is this enough for you? I really want to do what you do to me. You make me all happy and such, the feelings I have been seeking for years. To be appreciated, finally by love. Enough of me, I want to make you feel special, wanted, needed, loved, attentions, emotions, name it all Iโ€™ll give it to you. To show how you mean the world to me, now. Then and now, to be exact, still.


โ€œI used to be so used to boys just using me

For you to be you to me

Feels new to meโ€ I does feels new to me.


I think itโ€™s new to me. Can I recreate my memories and making you my first love, because it seems like it? I feel better this way.


Weโ€™ve been at our best, weโ€™ve known our worst, I am sure that I am not ready to face any fights with you because it will hurt like hell. But love hurts, that what makes it real. Am I right? More, good things happened so far when Iโ€™m with you, always do. Hopefully weโ€™re the same. Am I in love with you, or am I in love with the feelings? For sure my answer will be the both of them. So in love with you, and in love with the feelings youโ€™re giving.


Iโ€™ll say that you are worth it, I really care for you, and I will say that I do.





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