Someone said that we have the opportunity to further our studies. That we should not take it as lightly as we might “miss” studying. The younger version of myself would not see me go to University, to begin with. I did my O’level then A’level, just because I was told to. Going to University was… Continue reading Master’s Degree Achievement Unlock!
To start, I have so many things going on during this stage of my life in which I believed my current blog does not represent me as who I am today. Changes will be made in order for me to be able to go back and feel free in writing the things that I want,… Continue reading Changes
The year 2020 was a hard hit for everyone. I was overly excited to start a new decade and set goals to achieve. I listed down the numbers of goals by the end of 2019 for 2020 and rechecking in 2021, I was surprised to know I achieved most of them. Personal Goals: Confident to… Continue reading Reflecting my 2020 goals
I am a homebody. Two years ago, I used to go to the Planner Market with my boyfriend, where I tried my best not to spend more than $20 on things that I may or may not need. A few months ago I got a message from the organizer of Planner Market (A company that… Continue reading First Planner Market
Is it burnout that I have the urge to do more work but I feel so suffocating, the opposite of butterfly in my stomach and the tendency to walk around my room finding something more to do, yet demotivated? I know what to do, the next step, the next stage but it’s heavy for me… Continue reading Uneasy
I AM WELL AWARE OF THIS! Found this term from Nina and tried to find the definition but the closest I can find that explains my current situation quoted from McGill University, Alexandrine Royer that includes the statement of: Questions by friends and family The sense of not ready for the next step Anxiety Does… Continue reading Post-Graduation Crisis
I thought that it was fine to not have that many friends. I attended a talk that the question asks to list down 5-7 friends, which it was not really as pleasing emotions that come up in mind. Looking down to my notebook, I have listed down only three of my closest friends. What I… Continue reading I have PTSD
IT IS TOTALLY FINE DAMN IT! Well hello there, based on the title – yes I have gained weight – specifically 13 kg. Okay since most of you are not familiar with Kilogram let me convert it to pounds. I gained 28.7 pounds. Damn, that sounds heavier than kilogram. S T O R Y … Continue reading It’s fine to gain weight
Oh hey there! Thanks for clicking that button its either we’re in the same page or you’re wondering what happened to my previous friendship HA-HA-ha. No, I’m sorry it’s not about that – well maybe – It’s more about how to cope with the human expectation on perfect friendship! yes yes, that does exist not… Continue reading How to cope with “Fuck Off Friends!”
One of the four stages of burnout is Physical, Mental and Emotional Exhaustion. Which what I am currently feeling right now. Physical exhaustion I have been writing notes for my exam, despite how I already made notes for each one of my modules before semester break. I still have the tendency of rewriting a summary… Continue reading Am I Burnout?