Is it burnout that I have the urge to do more work but I feel so suffocating, the opposite of butterfly in my stomach and the tendency to walk around my room finding something more to do, yet demotivated? I know what to do, the next step, the next stage but it’s heavy for me… Continue reading Uneasy
I guess its a can be called a “Be careful what you wish for!”. Last Sunday I was planning to have a week off from doing any work, well my wish came through with injuries. It’s 4 in the afternoon when I tried to open up Nala’s cone, that not sure what way it… Continue reading My Cat Bit Me
It’s my birthday, or to be exact a few days ago was my birthday. I used to have the mindset of, September is not a good month for me, because I believe that something bad will always happen to me. Ever since I meet my boyfriend, he said that I need to stop saying those… Continue reading 24 on the 24th
I AM WELL AWARE OF THIS! Found this term from Nina and tried to find the definition but the closest I can find that explains my current situation quoted from McGill University, Alexandrine Royer that includes the statement of: Questions by friends and family The sense of not ready for the next step Anxiety Does… Continue reading Post-Graduation Crisis
I thought that it was fine to not have that many friends. I attended a talk that the question asks to list down 5-7 friends, which it was not really as pleasing emotions that come up in mind. Looking down to my notebook, I have listed down only three of my closest friends. What I… Continue reading I have PTSD
IT IS TOTALLY FINE DAMN IT! Well hello there, based on the title – yes I have gained weight – specifically 13 kg. Okay since most of you are not familiar with Kilogram let me convert it to pounds. I gained 28.7 pounds. Damn, that sounds heavier than kilogram. S T O R Y … Continue reading It’s fine to gain weight
Yes yes, you read that right, weekly vlog despite how dead my blog is but I really do enjoy taking videos and editing although the program I used tends to crash every once in a while but hey! Yes, weekly vlog! As you may not know I am currently almost going to graduate in a… Continue reading Weekly Vlogs?
Here I thought that only people could change, change in terms of their appearance, their preference, and their personality. After a month of pre-graduation, I spent most of my time at home in my room with my cats, another time I would go out with my boyfriend. In the time span of a month, I… Continue reading They changed
This post is a month late, but as usual better late than never! This year I do not want to make an overly perfect plan, as I just want to go with the flow. I bought some of the gifts early, another might be last minute as long as he was not expecting it. Things… Continue reading His Birthday
Yikes not sure if I’m excited for that. I’m the type of person who will get excited about something with a delay of 3-7 working days after the event. Despite all that Alhamdulilah I am finally graduating soon. What am I going to do before that you ask? (I know that you did not ask… Continue reading A Month before Graduation
